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god, i'm so sick of the annoying ads that aren't pop ups but rather embedded in the page and then fly over what ever you try to read. And half the time you have to fucking SEARCH for the "close" function --- assuming that particular one has it.

Advertisers: I don't pay attention to the subject, I just look for the off. Stop being annoying.

Flist: is there any way to block these damn things yet?????? Hell, Ask Ausiello even has one of the most annoying ever -- the damn "newlywed" ad that blares at top volume. gaah.

random blathering...

i want cookies. but that would require dish washing. *moans*

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i should clean so packing will be easier next week. but i want cookies.

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fic update:
sweet charity fic for les342 is actually proceeding...it's just being very difficult because my muse has decided to sit back and laugh at me. Instead of getting the story in nice incremental linear bits like I like to, it's throwing random pieces from all over and I have to figure out how they go together. My previous outline was being sooo boring when it was written (and repetitive), that I scrapped some of it. pieces can be saved, but well...there will be necessary revising to get tenses together and better segways (yes, i know, that's not a word, but it's how i hear it in my head so get off my fricking back). And i have to decide if it wants to end at the last scene that came to me, or if there is to be more. *looks at frog* siiigh. Really, i liked our previous arrangement.

Twin Regrets aka sweet charity demand by poisontaster ---- This isn't like I'm stuck on figuring out the next plot point. I know it! I know the story. Rather, I can't seem to come up with the scene I need to to get there. It's just a connecting scene but I've been staring at the frog for months waiting for it to come and now I have the anxiety of if I can maintain the same voice that the previous chapters had (mona1347, please hit me and beat me if I fail). A couple of times I've had a flash of something that could work, but whoah is me, it's always when I can't write it down or save it anywhere and so I operate on the assumption that "if it's really good and perfect, I'll remember it". Apparently it hasn't been good or perfect cause I haven't. Am about to the point of trying to finish the story and come back to it. Hell, at that point, I can put on puppy dog eyes and probably get mona or azuremonkey to write the missing scene for me;) LOL.

*hides head in shame at other missing fics* My brain just has so much trouble of doing science full time and having anything left to talk to the muses.