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jebbypalYeah...so on monday I was right when I told my boss she was supposed to submit my RSVP thing for the grad group retreat. Of course, I dread it so much that I put off looking at it till the day she left to be out of town for I'm not exactly sure how long. Doh. Oh well, not like she can yell at me too much since she isn't going to be able to attend the entire weekend:P
If I have to, hell, I'll just drive my rental car back and forth every night. Might prefer it anyways. Siigh, that will knock my credit card bill up a bit since it's hovering around 2000 for the first time in ohh, 2 yrs, I guess that's not too bad.
Also gave in to my spending lust I've been having for a few days (buying stuff for the folks doesn't quite satisfy it) and bought two more books and a cd for myself from amazon. Hopefully the book on editing is as good as it is described. Hopefully (*hugs betas* Not that you guys don't kick ass, this is for my own perusal cause I'm tired of beating myself up when I beta for others on whether I'm nitpicking correctly or just forcing everyone to write in my own style).
And...boss is gone at least today...so I slept in and am moving extremely slow. And now I don't feel like I can work out cause it would really cause me to get in LATE. But I also don't have a lot to do at work other than figure out the sequence thing that I didn't do yesterday cause my back was killing me (and what is it w/ everywhere having to set their computers up badly? Course it could just be that my back is getting to the bad place again).
And I'm starting to realize that part of my back/headaches may be the ignored tension from worrying about my mom's impending back surgery. It's not scheduled yet cause she has to be off her blood thinners and prednisone two weeks before, but she can't go off them till they schedule it. Hopefully by June cause I really want to be able to go home sometime in JUly and see her much improved. But am worrying...especially since my parents keep saying they "don't want to worry me" and my mom keeps admitting "Oh well we weren't going to tell you about this test/hospitilazation/etc because we don't want you to worry".
*scratches head* Just checking, but really, am I in the center of some massive conspiracy to see exactly how much stress and paranoia a normal person can handle before cracking? Just saying.
And the mess really is reaching the breaking point. Siiigh, I hate how about 1/4 of all the mess is mail/papers etc that I can't throw away till I rip them up...huh, maybe I should go check and see if amazon has a cheap shredder to add to my order, cause I get so sick of doing it by hand and wondering if i got the important numbers. the other 1/4 of the mess is laundry followed by another 1/4 of papers for work. *growls*
If I have to, hell, I'll just drive my rental car back and forth every night. Might prefer it anyways. Siigh, that will knock my credit card bill up a bit since it's hovering around 2000 for the first time in ohh, 2 yrs, I guess that's not too bad.
Also gave in to my spending lust I've been having for a few days (buying stuff for the folks doesn't quite satisfy it) and bought two more books and a cd for myself from amazon. Hopefully the book on editing is as good as it is described. Hopefully (*hugs betas* Not that you guys don't kick ass, this is for my own perusal cause I'm tired of beating myself up when I beta for others on whether I'm nitpicking correctly or just forcing everyone to write in my own style).
And...boss is gone at least today...so I slept in and am moving extremely slow. And now I don't feel like I can work out cause it would really cause me to get in LATE. But I also don't have a lot to do at work other than figure out the sequence thing that I didn't do yesterday cause my back was killing me (and what is it w/ everywhere having to set their computers up badly? Course it could just be that my back is getting to the bad place again).
And I'm starting to realize that part of my back/headaches may be the ignored tension from worrying about my mom's impending back surgery. It's not scheduled yet cause she has to be off her blood thinners and prednisone two weeks before, but she can't go off them till they schedule it. Hopefully by June cause I really want to be able to go home sometime in JUly and see her much improved. But am worrying...especially since my parents keep saying they "don't want to worry me" and my mom keeps admitting "Oh well we weren't going to tell you about this test/hospitilazation/etc because we don't want you to worry".
*scratches head* Just checking, but really, am I in the center of some massive conspiracy to see exactly how much stress and paranoia a normal person can handle before cracking? Just saying.
And the mess really is reaching the breaking point. Siiigh, I hate how about 1/4 of all the mess is mail/papers etc that I can't throw away till I rip them up...huh, maybe I should go check and see if amazon has a cheap shredder to add to my order, cause I get so sick of doing it by hand and wondering if i got the important numbers. the other 1/4 of the mess is laundry followed by another 1/4 of papers for work. *growls*