tired of love/hate...

with my body.

Today is the first day since I've been home that I didn't experience any amount of morning cramping. Only change - didn't take my claritin immediately after getting up. Seriously, what is so different now vs the past 3 months that this would alter anything? My body needs to get the memo that I don't like mysteries at all. For realz.

Of course, it could just be that I in fact did have some bug messing me up, as Thursday I did quite clearly have not only headache from hell, all over pain, possible fever, and nausea (though I couldn't clearly separate that from the head pain, and fortunately limited itself to just general gagging). By Friday afternoon, I felt mostly all better though was still running on calorie deficiency since any food the previous day had set off stomach cramps.

So, on the plate today, work I didn't do last week. Cleaning I didn't do last week so that I can get by with not taking claritin. :P And at some point making something to eat that isn't my massive amount of chicken noodle soup.