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If there was a doubt, last night proved that hair products containing corn break my head out. *scratches* Sigh, ahh well, I'll be quicker on the kibosh next time.

On the agenda today, experiment, experiment planning, and revise the paper. And then work on presentation through the weekend.

And yes, I'm tired. I'm ready for my vacation at the end of nov dangit (though secretly dreading at same time. Vacations home are never ever ever relaxing). I just want to sleep for about two days.

In other news, it's HOT. Hot hot. at least in my apartment. And guaranteed to be sweltering this weekend since the temp is supposed to get up to 65. Why does it insist on doing this to me on the WEEKEND I DON'T HAVE TO WORK??? *bangs head*

while I'm unloading

Really...how insane is it that the bookshelf next to the computer has to be used for coats and bags etc?

Especially when I cleared an area earlier this week to use as space to set stuff I'm working on for my papers and stuff. Yet today is the second day I come in to find it buried underneath crap?

Yes, I get that you guys have a locker phobia. But really, what's wrong w/ the same area directly behind the lunch table that IS NEVER USED AND NOT EASY TO GET TO??

Lemmings. Lots and lots of lemmings. Must take them out to a cliff for a picnic someday soon.

Dead Fantasies - Firefly

title: Dead Fantasies
Author: jebbypal
Drabble
Mature for way too much angst.
character-Mal

Originally posted to ff_friday
beta thanks: neroli66


( DEAD FANTASIES )

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Understanding - Firefly

Understanding by Jebbypal
Zoe challenge for ff_friday
A/N: Small interlude in warstories post shuttle argument w/ wash and mal & before the crew finds out niska grabbed the boys.
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She wanted to hit both of them. One expected her to make things smooth while the other one wanted her to prove her love. Maybe neither one truly understood her.

But then again, no one understood the three of them either. With one look, they were all judged and the pieces found wanting. The idea that she wasn't and never had been in love with Malcolm Reynolds was unbelievable to anyone besides herself. Even her zhangfu couldn't believe it. That constant assumption made her want to shoot every single one of them occasionally.

None of them understood or could bring themselves to see the truth though. When two people saw as much of each other, the highs the lows and everything in between, there was no mystery left, no romance. Every action brought with it the memory of pain, loss, or humiliation. Although it made their partnership stronger and their devotion unending, it eliminated any chance of a romantic liaison between them. That and the fact they were too gorram similar. First lover's spat they had they'd both draw guns, and well, to tell the truth she didn't think Mal had ever gotten over the fact that she was a better shot and better fighter than he was.

But Wash, now Wash was her man, her center, her softness. He reminded her daily of all the good things she'd done without for so long and of the laughter she'd thought had died with her home and family. He told her she deserved happiness no matter what she'd done and gave it to her on a platter. He'd brought smiles and happiness to a boat that had only contained survival before.

And yet, even he couldn't see that he was the only man she wanted. Which made her want to space the both of them and be done with it. Except, she didn't know what would happen to her if she lost both of them at once. Oh, she knew she might lose one or the other at some point (and she had a notion as to which one it would be), but both…at the same time. Just the thought froze all of her anger and made her want to call both of them back to the ship right this second. She had withstood a lot of things both during and before the war, but she'd declare war on the gods, mankind, and every living thing before she'd lose both of them.

Thou Shalt Not Covet - Firefly

Title: Thou Shalt Not Covet
Author: jebbypal
Character: River
Rating: E - everyone
Spoilers and Warnings: none
Word count: 293
Un-betaed, all mistakes are my own.

Originally posted to 20weeks

( Thou Shalt Not Covet )

Karma - Firefly

Title: Karma
Rating: PG
Word Count: 327
Summary: Sometimes bad things just happen.
A/N: unbetaed, all mistakes are my own.

Originally posted to ff_friday

( Karma )

Drabbles - Firefly

Bad Luck

Just the barest of a scene ficlet.

If I only had a brain

CSI challenge

Relapse - Firefly

Challenge: Addictions
Title: Relapse
Author: Jebbypal
rating: mature for drugs and adult themes
Word count: 1066
A/N: This is a little bit different look at the Mal/Zoe dynamic, definitely not canon. Just wanted to do something a little different though.

Originally posted to ff_friday

( Relapse )

Wallpaper for Camouflage

Follow the link

Because I felt like I deserved to waste some time

I think almost all my vignettes are up at frogs_fics now. I think I'm missing one or two, but almost all are there. Also posted the wallpaper I did for Camouflage. *pokes mona1347*

I soo need a procrastination icon.

I'll spam if Iwant to

I just might not have any flist left by the time the day is done.

Good news though, my crack of caffiene is kicking in. For some reason I really wanted coffee today. And my body is responding to that and the adrenaline by wanting to hop around the lab. Which I would but I think that might be taken as a good mood and well something would happen to ensue blood shed. Which probably would put me in a good mood.

Yes, yes, you are seeing stacey hyper. This is why I prefer drinking coffee while others get drunk because I think caffiene give me a feeling of a high much more than alchol. *wonders if tequila and coffee mix*

*wonders what labmates would do if I just skipped *as in physically skipping, not leaving work* around the lab for the rest of the day*

*wonders if I could use more astericks in a post*
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And you know, my definition of touched=crazy, not the normal sentimental that I think everyone else who makes moodthemes seems to think.

heeeeee, avoidance is fun.

How have I avoided work this week:
1) muse bashing outlines of TR sequel
2) Setting up uncharted_elves
3) Signing up for joss100 for Book.

Was tempted to sign up for Zoe too, but Book never gets any love and as one of the characters that my muse feeds off of, I felt obligated.

Obligated I tell you! Obligated.

*blinks*

Someone tie me up before I commit to something else!!!

Now then, who's going to make me a Book icon? Cause I don't think I have one!!! *the horror*

Wheeee!! Book for joss100

Just approved --
progress: 15/100 (09/06)

( table for book for joss100 )

And two weeks to do my first one!

waiting

for the best time to collect my cells for my experiment.

In the meantime, glanced over my list for joss100...you know, the only one that I don't see a baby bunny for w/ regards to Book is "round".

And man, my hands are cold for some reason today.

ETA -- ps poisontaster, I'm blaming you for this since you keep begging for more jebbyfic. Any writer's block angst will be duly directed in your direction. :P:)