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For seriously, I'm sick of scrolling down and then up for memories. Sheesh. Oh well, still can find things here better than on facebook (which I'm still not really doing well....I'd never go there except for a couple of people...ah well).

I know I'm not much for the posting of late, or the commenting, but I am still reading mostly daily. Every time I think of something to post, I'm not where I can. And then I can never find the energy to comment or change my mind at the last minute. Inner critic is running horribly rampant right now along w/ wonderful winter emo - which, whenever that lifts, B is emo spewing and wow, I can't let it roll off me as well as I can in spring/summer/light shining times. Really really really need to develop a safe word to mean that I've just talked w/ my parents and so I cannot handle one more single negative thing in this world.

Gah, I know this sounds horrible and that sucks because I was happy today until an hour and a half ago. I even had a few moments of squee. Sigh. Sky was just the perfect shade of blue at sundown, you know?

everything else i have to say is pointless whinging so...

Hey, Life was excellent (though I was sad no CM...I was psyched for a new CM...)