You know, it's been a while, but I'd forgotten how much a friday afternoon DRAGS when you actually make plans to not come to work! (not that this means I actually have plans. Rather it just means i get to avoid the campus this weekend. Of course, if you know me, you know that firm plans tend to make me twitchy anyways).
I think this will actually be the first weekend of Penn Relays that I'm not working in a long time. Which is good --it's always depressing to come to campus to see how utterly trashed it's been by the crowds since people can't seem to figure out where to put trash when they are in a mass of people.
I miss my zen. Alternating states of enthusiasm, stress, and anxiety are very very tiring. Especially when the sun refuses to shine. I think I'm definitely painting a room yellow in the very first house/apartment I have where that sort of thing is allowed. Cause if I don't have the sun, i need to absorb energy from somewhere.