Well now, finally the stress did the trick;) Managed to just finish typing two full pages of a possible scene for camouflage that the muse hit me with as I tried to fall asleep. of course, thinking of it over the course of the evening, I think this story is going to morph into something huge. The first three chapters will probably stay pretty much the same (still feeling the love for them even 3 months later), but umm..yeah, it's morphing into more than a pretty "what if" plotty angsty story...morphing into something that could beee sooo big...and lots of work and thinking. Which I know, writing is supposed to be....But I've been telling myself that if I'm playing w/ someone else's characters and not being paid then it should be all fun all the time and my muse should just come and type for me. And it's cooperated up till now.
But I guess between being more critical of my own work and what not, my muse decided to go on strike till I got the hint. So now I know I need to refocus on Zoe and her conflicts rather than just having scenes with her cause I started the story off w/ her. Siiigh. Growing pains suck. Ahh well, hopefully this will unblock me. And yes, I know this sounds all snobbish etc, but if you wanna read any of my WiP fanfic w/in the next decade it's important for me to write the realizations down so I don't' forget them.;) Bear with me...I'll be back to whining about grad school in no time.
( Watched first two eps of Farscape season 2 )My committee isn't getting the paper tomorrow....which according to brian, I'm the only one who takes that "week ahead of time" deadline seriously. So I guess I'll be happy if I get it to them by wed of next week. *shrugs*
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