Procrastination has my picture next to it

[jebbypal]

Yeah, umm, I'm bad, horrible, evil and need to be kicked out of grad school...and am apparently doing everything I can to ensure that happens. Was supposed to spend today working on the write up for the committee meeting -- boss is totally expecting to see it tomorrow. Know what? Ain't happening. Not that I really feel too bad about it since I know he only barely remembers the meeting half the time but I know he'll remember it all next week because it's inconvenient for me. Oh well.

Yeah...spent today doing nothing. Literally. Read waaaay too much of theohara's fic....been a long time since I've indulged in a fic glut like that. Okay, well really since I finished that assassin's trilogy set but first time in a while it was on fanfic. :( And ate....next to nothing really. Weirdly since last week my body was all about the eating for first time in a while. *rolls eyes at messed up body* Probably the stress and all. Lord knows its fucking up my dreams something awful. Had a dream the other night about being in my mother's wedding. Which considering her health and the fact she's really still w/ my dad and that's not changing, let's just say the bridesmaid dresses had me looking for a dull spork to poke my eyes out w/!!!! Not of the good.

So yeah, nothing much accomplished this weekend. Though on saturday I managed to eat chinese food w/out getting horribly sick. Sigh...only bad thing was I didn't enjoy it. Like many things, my love for it as well is fueled by corn provided endorphins apparently. *sob* And i've pretty much sworn off hot chocolate since the vit-d supplements via corn oil has started giving me a headache any day I touch the stuff.

But Constantine was good as was the fanfic. Siiggghh, now to just determine the exact cause of my self-destructive torturous streak.