jebbypal | (no subject)

okie, my heartbeat can stop racing any time now. The urge to vomit as well. I cannot stress how much I frakking hate stress from having nothing in my life under my control.

also, the waking up every hour on the hour due to nerves was not fun either. i don't like the whole "imitate we have an early morning flight due to anxiety" routine.

really should have dragged ass out of bed at 6 and done some exercise instead of laying about till 7:30

and why oh why is every computer I get on recently possessed and insistent on opening up hotkeys when I don't fucking know what I'm hitting?? very annoying.