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okie, my heartbeat can stop racing any time now. The urge to vomit as well. I cannot stress how much I frakking hate stress from having nothing in my life under my control.
also, the waking up every hour on the hour due to nerves was not fun either. i don't like the whole "imitate we have an early morning flight due to anxiety" routine.
really should have dragged ass out of bed at 6 and done some exercise instead of laying about till 7:30
and why oh why is every computer I get on recently possessed and insistent on opening up hotkeys when I don't fucking know what I'm hitting?? very annoying.
also, the waking up every hour on the hour due to nerves was not fun either. i don't like the whole "imitate we have an early morning flight due to anxiety" routine.
really should have dragged ass out of bed at 6 and done some exercise instead of laying about till 7:30
and why oh why is every computer I get on recently possessed and insistent on opening up hotkeys when I don't fucking know what I'm hitting?? very annoying.